somehow i just feel like this world, sometimes is so unfair..
=(

Merry Christmas Eve

merry Christmas eve~ everyone
hope all you guys will have a happy and merry Christmas
=D

won't go out to countdown tonight
and I will just stay at home with the accompany of tv
ohhh...sound so lonely uhhhh..
but I LIKE IT!!
muahahhahaha

and...
my god!!! shall i bring intermodulation back home?!!


♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
MERRY CHRISTMAS!

CLICK ME CLICK ME!!


P/S: I like the bad guy's image of kim jaejoong!!!!!! @.@!!!

u_u

how nice if everyone can find their own happiness

i hope everyone that i ❤ will be happy

always keep the faith

i want to see Bernard 豆腐卜!!

Me: Annyeong,♥ AhBear...nice to meet you.
TheBear: ......

ehem**
was going to midvalley with boboting and my darling vibee last saturday~
hehe...♥
and we met up with tiffany at mid valley there
boboting want to go for the education fair
so we joined her to go there too~

we accidentally found out that a wedding dress runway show was going on there
and guess what?
we saw Amber Chia was at there too~
oh my godddd~she was so skinny than i thought~
i wonder how could she managed to remain in slim after giving birth to a child....*salute!

then boboting go to find her UTAR booth
tiffany was accompanied her
while vibee and me were waiting them at outside~



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i am impressed by all the christmas decorations there~
seeing all the kids and adults have a big smile on their faces when they taking pictures with all those christmas stuffs~~

and so do we~~keke ♥









i like the marry-go-round the most!!
especially the black horse! but i failed to capture a pic with it~=(

shopping around the mall for awhile~
and after that we were finding a place to have our lunch
so we came to It's Friday~~heheh
i always want to have a try there because my jiejie told me that the meal there was all in big size~

taking pics while waiting our food come~





boboting & tiffany
but my main concern is the "KITCHEN" above their heads
XD
haha..i like the design right after i sat down and saw it~






jiejie told me the food is in big size
but in fact, the food were just in normal size~~
haha
but the taste is great~~ =)


my dear~hehe

window shopping around the mall again
and we ended up decided to go back to tiffany's apartment for a rest 1st
before we head off to another place~hehe

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here we come, Kota Damansara~
haha
finding a place for our dinner first
and we decided to eat 辣椒板面~which was recommended by tiffany



we order one 辣椒板面, and one 传统清汤板面 to share between us
give a thumb up for the chili ban mee
because it was really super spicy~~x__x

after filling up our stomach
we shopping around that area
ohhh~i like all the boutiques there~~~
the clothes and the decorations of each boutique are soooo nice!
and i managed to grab one casual shirt for myself~=)

then we went to the GIZA mall~
and again, we accidentally found out that the Astro Dance Battle was having a live show there~
hahaha~
finding a suitable place and squeezing ourselves in the crowded place

is quite interesting to see how a live broadcasting is going on~hehe
and i first time see myfm's DJ ,ngan mei yan in person~
she is so mini size and i like her voice and her smile~=)

and there was few episodes happened during that time~
first, tiffany first time appear on the tv!!!hahahahhahhahhahahaha
her friends saw her and text her said that she saw tiff was standing behind the judges~
hahahhahahaha~ not bad uh, tiff~ amber chia will call you one day!!hahahaha

second, while i was standing there and concentrate in watching the dance battle
i saw a man walk in front from me~
the place was a little bit packed
and i found out the man was Myfm's DJ, Royce 陈志康~
my instinct told me : faster say hi! say hi!!
and i was like immediately open my mouth and said: Royce,nei hou!
He: halo~~~(with his a little bit of shocked expression)
hahaha

i saw him standing at the fullhouse 3rd floor balcony there after that
=o=
bobo told me that the one standing beside him was Bernard 豆腐卜!
omg! i want to see 豆腐卜!
he is soooo cute everytime i watch him hosting on the tv show
why he didn't walk in front of me too huh? XD hahahha

then when i turned around and talk to bobo,
a local male actor standing right behind of us...
=o=!!

after the show was finished,
we off to have our supper...haiz~fei sei ngor...
order one nasi lemak kukus+ayam goreng , satey and chicken wings....

the time was around 10pm something...
but guess what?
we still didn't decided to call it a day
because we still want to eat the snowflake
@,@!!! my god...



it's exactly tasty!!~ =D
so~~~keep aside the whatever "diet" or "fat" things first!!!


♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

so the next day we woke up at around 0645am.......
@.@
and head back to seremban to have our breakfast at Ming Kok before we go back home!
=))

had past a nice weekend with my bffs ~~ ♥
let's hang out and eat yummy food together again next time uh!!
heart you all~~
♥

Gimme a comb!

just want to show off my ponytail..
hehe~
but i failed to capture a nice shot..
ohh..how i wish my hair volume can be more thicker
=(

btw, my ponytail is so easy to turn messy...
no matter how many times i comb it nicely,
it still look messy..
=.=!!
urrgh...

i like straight hair, but in fact i got a little bit of natural curl
i like long hair, but in fact most of the people think i look nicer in short hair..
=o=

forget it!

and another thing i want to share is...
i fell to this song recently~ =D
yayaya from T-ara!!

when it first released and i first listened to it
i found this song was so weird
but after i listen and watched their live stage few more times
i get addicted to it..
ahahhahaha~ =D

is a little bit of dorky but i like it~♥
and i accidently found out that the guy in the mv is our minwoo oppa~=D
**Dong-ju son sei nim~~♥



continue repeating it~keke

end here

looking forward to today music bank live!!

ciaoz with ♥

❤

우리 준수씨~
생일 축하해~~~❤
영원히 행복하세요~~
^___^



그리고 사랑해~~~❤
>///<

❤❤❤❤❤❤

with love~~♥

scratching my head...

ermmm....

i were so boring and i started to browse some leng lui photos in fb to see just now

i saw many of the girls that i know who are younger than me look more mature than me

@,@

in fact, they were just 18/19 and i were just 20...

but they seriously look like 20 something.....no offend**


it's just one or two years old gap...=.=!!

but they look just nice with the make up and they also dressed up like an adult

they seem like can't wait to grow up while i look like i don't even want to turn to adult

my problem(?)

?___?

yes, is totally my too childish face and baby fat problem..@~@!!

new look!!

ja-jjang!!!

i gt a new look for my bloggie~~ :p

btw, my BGM list has changed too~
a pretty big contrast of these two songs uh~~>,<
but i like these songs~=)


christmas is coming soon~~!!
i am excited about it but i have no idea why i am so excited~~haha

end here
take care people~~!

ahh~~Korea is snowing today~~^^ they said this is the first snow..
but i remember there was snowing during the jyj concert in seoul on 28th~
anyway, when you get to know the meaning of first snow in korea, you will know how sweet it is~~♥

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oops..be informed that my result will come out tonight....orz

continue rotting at home XD

acting cute now obviously~~ =P
DON'T punch me horrr~~~XD

aweeeee~~ i love holidays!!
no need to worry too much of things

actually i gt nothing to write about
cause my current life are just smooth and relax
XD

jogging with my mum+sis in the morning
watching drama in the afternoon
online at the night

hahhaa

this is the so-called 颓废 lifestyle~~=))

ohh, btw, talking about the jogging part
i almost kill a cat last 2 days ago when i went to jog
X__X
i was pretend want to chase it, mana tau the pity little cat gt a damn shocked
then it rushed in a speedy mode and across the road
and a car almost hit the cat..
@.@
当场差点没有吓死我的小心脏....
sorry sorry, cat...! i don't mean it..

i swear i won't ever do that again...T,T



should end here~~
super random post~~=) haha

take care you guys~

杂技

what i can said is this song is partially corresponded with my feelings now
=)

a quote i saw few days ago in somewhere else:
"hate is easy; love takes courage.."

❤

i understand..hope you too..

recently

"The choices we take, the decisions we make, build the person we are at every moment"



i saw this sentences in ayumi's twitter while she replied to and retweet one of her fans' tweet.

isn't it the meaning of the sentence itself so true?
=)

i used to think a lot before i make a significant decision.
i think about what are the outcomes after this decision?
i think about do i able to make a right decision alone or should i refer to someone i can rely and asking for advices?
and i think about the most is, will i going to regret after the decision have made?

life is unpredictable.
everyone encounters different problems in different stages of life
no exceptional
so do i.

ok..i think i should stop being too serious in my this little and simple bloggie.
=)


ohh....i never failed to stop to tweet in twitter especially these days
=)
keep on tweeting~haha
i found i have more freedom to speak in twitter if compared to facebook..
facebook was sometimes too full of gossips..

even though most of the time my tweets were just tweet to the special person i follow...nothing special about myself
ah loh, u should know what i mean huh?? kekekeke
but i just want to remain for me a small place to spread out my words for some certain moments..
which will not be bothered by so many people...=)

that's why i already stopped added friends in my twitter follower list..
especially the people who know me..
so most of my follower are just cassies~XD

sorry to ms.38 tou tou-khoo soo hua
for firmly rejected your request~~hahahahhahaha~~
forgive me yaaaaaa~~act cute*** kakakakka

by the way..let's we all pray for korea..
we want the world peace
NO WARS!
i was like "no way!!!" after i read through the news about the korean artists in military maybe going for the war...
>''<
of course i do care about other not artist soldier too
but i was just....grrrrr...
although i understand it is very right and everybody should protect to ourselves country...
world peace world peace!!

BEACH GIRLS~~~

HAVE A LOTSA FUN YESTERDAY!!!~~huhu

so the whole journey started from WEDNESDAY nite~
four of my uni frens have came to pd to pay a visit~
as the "host", we must have some special treats to them~~wakaka

they came to my house thurs nite for dinner~~ngekngek~
my mommy cooked for them~~
glad that they all put their thumbs up for the dishes~!!! XD

after that, we brought them to the legend water chalet to enjoy the see breeze blowing against their face...keke

photo time~~

first of all~
ms.kaishin~
20,from Penang



i gt to know her since the first day i enter the uni~^^

ms.zhi hui a.k.a ketam
21,from klang



i'm in the same group with her during the orientation week~~
fate uh!!! kekekeke

and then we have
ms.chui juan
19,from johor



a very very nice and tough girl with pleasant personalities!
by the way, pls ignore my super weird hair in this pic!
=0=

last but not least
ms.wen suk
20,from johor



a super fans of super juniors!~wakakka
she gt a very nice skin!~XD







brought them go to drink the 六味汤 after that~



before we decided to call it a day..
we drove them to the nearer beach again to let them have a look of the nite's view of PD

the next day
the most excited part~wakakkakaa

we went to the beach and planned to play banana boat
and we eventually gt a great deal with the banana boat owner
XD

i cant dive into the water that day because of..emmm...ehem*
so i took up the responsibility to be the one day cameraman!!muahahaha
snap snap snap!!

let's the pictures speak~~XD






camwhore time..=o=!!

as i mentioned jz now, i cant dive into water..
so tat's mean im not going to join them to play the banana boat

but guess wat?!!
i was on the boat too
on the machine boat
sat beside the boat driver!!!
wahahhahahahhahhahahahahahahahahhaha



my point of view~~~







all took by me~~~~XDXD!!




ja-jjang!!!!
kakaka~~peace!!!
four words to describe my excitement when i was on the boat
:awesome awesome and awesome!!!!
thumbs up~~!
especially when he did a big half u-turn!!!!!

thanks for the 2 young malay guys who gave us a very good customer services!

after that,
they played along the sea side
while i was busy to take pictures for them~haha

so happy hours always passed very fast~

is time to say goodbye to the beach~



and the journey come to the end

actually i skipped a lot of excited parts~keke
was too lazy to type~sorry you guys~~

next time our turn to go to you girls' hometown ya!!

ciaoz~

i'm back

use my 'BIG EYES' stare at you!!!!
xD
kekekeke

finally i'm done with all my exam papers
officially announced that i have started my holidays
huhu~~~

few of my uni frens are in pd now~~
therefore 2mr will be heading to the beach with them~~~

i wish tomorrow will be a happy sunshine day~~

see u tomorrow~~oh my god SUN!!
XDXD

good nite, people!

cover one of your eyes

so this is a gesture with a special meaning..
which is defined by korean as

don't sell half of your eyes

which means don’t look at others” (believe in yourself).
=D
for you and me

so true!
do what you think u have to do,u need to do and u want to do
but the condition is..the things u want to do must not to bring any harm to others
*wink



this is what they have taught me
=)


the last post before im going to face my final

take care,people

zzZZZZ

i don know why
but i felt myself look like a monkey after i cut my hair....
=.=+

and after i wearing my big spec
i found myself seriously look like a noob......
= o =

what do you think?.......

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currently stay at home one week for study
kkkkkk....
some of my frens didn't go bek to their hometown because they think they are unable to study effectively at home in a relax mode~
but i felt the opposite way
i find myself study better at home rather than stick in the uni's library...
:D

i wish i can study without bother any other things everytime
but somehow many things will keep pop out in my mind and make me feel sooooooo
bothersome after that

i dont want! i dont want! i dont want!!!!

zzzzZZZZZ

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ohh....i watched a tv show afternoon just now
a interview of Maggie Chung
I bet u guys know who is she
her eyes was actually sparkling when she was talking...
omg........impressed by her personality..
so confident, so determined....
i like her ways of thinking....
:D

I wish myself can become like her when i reach her age in the future.....XD

just a random post after i finished my study today~

comment to me if you want since im already remove my chatbox... :)

take care,people~~

ciaoz~

a lil change

tadaaaaaa~
i done my hair cut few hours ago~
a brand new ice with a brand new hairstyle

i like this new image right after i done it
but after i made a compare here

seems like i more prefer the before hair
@,@ how??

woman always changes her mind in every minute....kkkkk

need time to adapt my hair fringe..
i never cut like this short few years already

fong san jie didn't like my new hair
she said i look like "philippines moi"
=.=!!!!! what a worse comment...
knock down my confidence instantly

warning : don't laugh at me when u guys see me..man!!!

ciaoz~~

brand new start

leaving all those craps behind made me feel so great
=)))

let's get a brand new start from today, fong icy

throw away all the bad habits

keep the good ones remain

:D

awwww...i like my new layout and my new BGM

made me feel so in love right now~

kkkkkk

and and and

i love twitter soooo much recently

i spend more time at there compared to facebook..

:)

alone

ok..

freaking emo right now after seeing all those pics..

no one know my feelings as i never told to anyone

i not willing to tell anyone anymore

no mood to continue my work

no mood to smile

act normally in front of friends

felt so emo when come to alone

i am torture myself now

i am not happy right now

and i drop tears right now

updated*

am currently love twitter > facebook..

going back to uni later
i wonder since when i have ''Sunday blue''
:C

have to face all those bothersome assignments again
hyisshhh..
using all of these to numb myself for not thinking about my JYJ anymore
or else im going to suffer from depression soon
=.=
totally motivate-less when thinking about that

but then when thought of other side,
im going to strive for myself and for them as well
am going to make many many $$$$ when i work
and travel to their country to see them instead of waiting them to come here!!!
>''<

went to yacht club last saturday
super emo for the whole day bcoz i have to accept the fate that i cant go to the showcase



i look like <('00')>
=.=!



fong mama~~keke

continue my moody Sunday

ciaoz guys!

:(

very unhappy right now
very very unhappy
:(

i realized most of the time i didn't speak out my real feeling to others

im going to regret for a very long time because of this decision i think

============

i wonder why some ppl always unconcern to their own things
always do things with their lazy attitude
and eventually came out with a piece of shit to me
i think i can only blame myself for being too trust them
damn
=.=凸

try to be sober and calm

to whom whom whom or whom whom whom, who always like to
"keep their eyes on me"

其实我真的没有拿着把枪对着你的头，逼你关注我的
你不喜欢是你家的事，但是请不要对我产生人身攻击~
谢谢
:)


i know im way of sensitive throughout dis few days
but im trying my best to endure it,bear it.

T^T

I need courages..

give me support.

im already crazy!

aaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!
aaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

JYJ IS COMING TO MALAYSIA!!!!!!!!
TT____TT

finally..
i get the chance to see them!!!
im going to cry out loud there if i really see them!!!!

aaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

today

今私の気分 ......

私に話をしない....

sunday

Was talking about yesterday, a sunshine day~~ :D
went to yacht club with my parents since fong ba ba got a meeting there~

walked to the beach and i saw a lot of ppl were playing along the seaside even though they were under a hot sun
:)



fong mama memang looks cute!~XDXD

bought an ice cream and share with fong mama~ :)
but the ice cream was melted so fast and it end up dropped a few drops on my shirt..argh!



i can hardly open my eyes when standing under a SUN..
but look at my eye bags and dark circles...oh my god....

we will melted like the ice cream for sure if we continue walking on the beach
so i ended up asking my mama to go to playground and play swings with me~XDXD

it just a random post about yesterday~heheh

and i found out i really look like Chicken little with my new spec.. @﹏@