20111231

somehow i found me in this picture look kinda funny XD

i should have make it a custom to blog a post in every special date in the future

so whenever i browse back my blog posts, i can immediately flash back what i had done or felt in the certain special date :)

so today is the last day of 2011

so fast huh?! one year just past like tat :)

i seemed like tried out many new things in this special year

*but howcome i still feel like i have many things haven't try out yet??

i open my mind and my heart to accept new things come to me

and i eventually 

see a lot of different people

met a lot of new friends * and some unexpected one~haha

took a lot of pictures

gain a lot of experiences

create a lot of sweet memories 

overcome the depression moments with the accompany of friends and family

a adventure-year for me

and most important, i didn't fall sick in this year

:D hoho

u know 2010 i kept on fall sick until i lost a big volume of hair

wtf !

Conclusion!

GREAT THINGS > BADS THINGS that happened on me

hahaha

Always, like always & always not forget to be grateful and thankful to all my friends and families

to have made my life full of happiness :))

2012 resolutions:

wish my friends and family always happy and healthy &

icy will stay healthy,happy and  stay pretty** self-obsessed XDXD  in 2012

and hopefully cut down some weight(?) @.@

and ohhh, i already received my very first birthday presents from my sisters!

is a very cute snow white toy,hahaha!! 

i heart it although i thought the present is a prank to me from the first place XD

my prince, faster come and find me in 2012, i'm waiting for you here, kayss?! XDXD

Lastly,wish a good year ahead to all my love ones! :D

I still like this pic the most which i took it in this year! 

therefore i put it as the last pic in my last post of 2011. :))

do you have anythings not done? faster do it

or do you have any words not say, or maybe to me? hahahahahaha

leave a comment here before it's too late

and i will read it..XDXD 

Happy New Year ,Everyone!!

** I want to watch New Year's Eve!!!!!!!

life is unpredictable

my final is around the corner

being study and doing revision for these few days

but i just can't remember what i had read after closing the books

=.=!! wtf

like every semester have to experience this situation

mental block!

then i will online or take a nap

but then the time will past so fast, 

2 or 3 hours would just wasted like that

=.= 

hmmm, let's throw away all the books and the matter of revision

my mood swing kinda unstable these few days

happy> dissapointed > worry > fed up > surprise > i shall not let my mood influence my study mood -.-

just like when you feel so depressed and dissapointed on a thing, then another unexpected thing just pop up and give u a reason to be happy again :)

if that things happened like few weeks beforehand, i must be *die of happiness...okay, i know i exaggerated already.. =/

but because of the "thing that make me depressed",  the level of happiness became half...

but i still hope the ""thing that make me depressed" can turn better to me...pray hard!

WTF!! i dunno what i'm talking!!! 

just ignore me, im just kinda want to spread it out only ..ugh!

i am idiot

ciaoz peeps! 

shall get back to study

this is not real

词：LARA

曲：張傑

编曲：張傑

下雨天了怎麼辦 我好想你

我不敢打給你 我找不到原因

為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟悉

沈默的場景 做你的代替

陪我等雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺

誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰

愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味

一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚

一個人好累

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜

怎樣的我能讓你更想念

雨要多大 天要多黑

才能夠有你的體貼

其實 沒有我你分不出那些

差別 結局還能多明顯

別說你會難過

別說你想改變

被愛的人不用道歉

期待讓人越來越疲憊

誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰

愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味

一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚

一個人好累

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜

怎樣的我能讓你更想念

雨要多大 天要多黑

才能夠有你的體貼

其實 沒有我你分不出那些

差別 結局還能多明顯

別說你會難過

別說你想改變

被愛的人不用道歉

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜

怎樣的我能讓你更想念

雨要多大 天要多黑

才能夠有你的體貼

其實 沒有我你分不出那些

差別 結局還能多明顯

別說你會難過

別說你想改變

被愛的人不用道歉

is going to be a happy and merry Christmas!

it's christmas eve today and i want to wish all my friends and family a happy &

Merry Christmas!

this two days were kinda special 

a lot of laughter and memorable memories

i shall considered it as my celebration of Christmas in this year

ahahahaha!

since im not going to countdown anywhere with my friends tonight

i decided to watch the Running man later onward to welcome the Xmas

XD

I still got few episodes want to catch up!!

Christmas' wishes just keep in my heart this year

afraid of it will not come true once i speak out

hahahaha! :D

Merry Christmas <3

this is way too fast, man!

not feeling good last few days
suffered from minor diarrhea
lack of sleeping time
rushing to complete my assignments
and i have a little bruise on my knee now because of the performance on Friday ago.
:S

but a little good news is, i complete my two short stories!
UNBELIEVABLE me!!
xp
not fucking care *again with the writing standard..hahahhaha
i dont want it to drag me anymore..ughhh!

talking about the performance on Friday
i'm glad that we did it although the time of practice was so short
i try to just let it go, but my non-verbal language was too weak >,<
anyway, it was a  good experience at the end. :)
i learnt from the process :))

can't believe that already 14th week now
which mean is the last week of this semester before we sit for our final
my god! time flies too fast seriously
im going to enter my 4th semester...and go to internship in semester five!
wth this is freaking me out already when thinking about internship
and i don't know why im so freaking =.=!

btw, going to complete my korean language level 3 next semester.
awww...i'm going to miss my level two 선생님 T^T

15/12/2011 ago was my junsu-sama birthday :DDDD
i forgot to tweet him!! grrrrrr...
but if i tweet him also he won't see it, because it's must be tons of tweets post to his timeline!
anyway, 오빠,Happy birthday @0101xiahtic
사랑해요, my forever 왕자님~  <3
ㅋㅋㅋ !

glad that my korean is getting improve days by days
i can sometime understand what they tweet like about 50% to 60%
i wish one day i can fully understand what they try to speak on the spot without any translator :)


lastly wish my BFF yvonne babe can have a nice and safe trip in HK with her beloved family
: D
I can't wait for my family trip too!!! weeeeeee~~~

wishlist

真心想要去个小旅行

去phuket,krabi,hatyai之类的

一些有特色的小地方就好

然后吃很多好吃的，拍很多相片留念

瞎拼之类的就不必了

这样就好

zombie

7/12/2011

my face was swollen

maybe i drank too much of water the night before

this one looked exactly like the moon shape

-,-

stuck at hostel in this lovely friday

how nice if i could just run back home after finished the morning class just now

still on the half way of writing two malay short stories

but the deadline is coming soon

:S

my writing skills was like primary school writing level

but i don't fxcking care anymore....

i'm going to mad like an artists in no time

i can tell that this assignment is the most dreadful part in the whole semester

Zzzz.....

can't put hope to score on this subject already =C

god bless me

T^T

so boring now

luckily i got my best companion,siu ching in this boring room :)hehe

will continue to crack my head writing the short stories tonight

but before that, must done my korean assignment first!

u know typing hangeul is killing me too sometimes...

i prefer to write on paper :)

okay i craps enough

take care peeps

family love

mama bought me this today :)

so loving the new design of kellogg's corn flakes case

i didn't have the habit of having corn flakes as my breakfast

but since the new design is so lovable

i will take kellogg's corn flakes as my breakfast start from now!

wish can have the cute apple cheeks as the kid after i eat it

XD

my sister also bought me a cute, pink polka dot t-shirt and a pink colour short pant to me

so pinkish and lovely <3

teeheeee

**grateful

seriously i don't want to grow up

sometimes i feel that moving forward need huge encourages from me

:C

anyway, i am home-ing C:

48th golden horse award

这届金马奖真不错看耶

没让我看到发闷

而且柯震东得奖

好棒耶

刀大虽没得奖依然很棒

a-lin唱“追”很好听耶

萧敬腾很enjoy舞台耶

林忆莲唱不能说的秘i密爆好听耶

刘德华叶德娴得奖也好棒耶

刀大和四位本尊的引言也超酷的耶!!

我耶够了耶 :)

cry cry

notice my title of my post today?

no no

this is not a emo, moody or sad post

is the title of my favourite song recently!

from T-ara

both normal and ballad version was just nice

check it out in Youtube if u are interested

=)

gonna trim it and set as my ringtone soon. :)

fall in love with lovely jiyeon although i'm a girl XD

okay, get back to my life now

i'm still lack of inspirations to start of my short stories

need to write 2 short stories and submit at week 14th

oh my, i wonder i can done it on time or not

=S

I browse back my old photos just now

once again i realized i was so chubby last time...

i know i know the sentence above got error as im still chubby now..wtf =.=

let's start to have regular exercises every week

playing badminton is a good choice!

teeeheeee

watched happy feet 2 during the past wednesday

it was like so cute so cute so cute SOOOOO CUTEEEEE!! <3

i want to buy an Erik penguin doll to sleep with me every night!!!!! eheeee

ohh not forget to mention that Brad Pitt and Matt Damon voiced the two tiniest creatures in the film!! <3<3

funny krills XD

i was surrounded by many KIDS when watching the movie,yes! many kids!!

they will just ask out loud to their parents when they don't know where's the penguins going

and laugh out loud when got some funny scenes!!

sibeh cute!! XDXD hahahahhahaa

the movie bring out some global issues and meaningful messages to us too!

recommend you all go to cinema and watch this film <3

you will no regret <3

ciaoz with love!

deep breathe

其实有时候我会对自己很没自信

然会就会畏畏缩缩

我这是何必呢

=(

life

开心就要用力笑!!

其实也没太开心

生活太多琐碎的事情了

总之就是笑笑没烦恼啦

XD

笑得跟 바보 一样就对了

HAHA

11.11.11 :)

nothing can beat waking up naturally without the annoying alarm ring! :)

because i got no morning class today

teeheeee

arrgghh... i didn't able to go back to my little hometown this week

saturday i have badminton competition among my badminton group

still looking forward it tho~

I felt that time pass very fast in this semester.

still remember i was so suffering during my first semester

i even cried for the 1st whole week of orientation week

under my blanket at night!

muahhahahahahha

so STUPID me!!! XD

but i felt that the longer i study here

the more i enjoy my uni's life

:D

I don't want go to internship can?!

okok, enough craps!

show some photoos here today :)

last week was my course's course nite- Golden Night

love to see everybody dressed up nicely <3

i can't take my eyes away from all those leng luis!!

*and their heels ! aha XD

my course really got a lot of pretty girls! :))

Girls bring the boys out!!

but i lazy to share the boys photos..hahahaha

go to my facebook and see all the handsome guys that nite if you are interested!

teeheeee :p

golden night with my little golden ring...haha!

btw, focus on my ring instead of my moon face please

so not my angle!! aduih!!!

and camera-sensitive me!

the camera-sensitive us! LOL

Group photo time!

can you spot me? :D

After the golden nite finished

we headed to OverTime for the second round

:D

okay, then everything came to the end

back to normal

go to classes and face the annoying assignments again as usual

wtf =.=

11.11.11

i had a nice dream last nite

hope the reality won't go against with the dream

please!!

God bless me!

with <3

XC

其实我很讨厌很讨厌很讨厌出现这样的情况

每次一场开心过后

沉淀下来

就是换来一场空虚

好空虚好空虚好空虚

现在好想回家

要回家回家回家

:(

the biggest secret deep down from ma heart

can only reveal to the unrelated person

because he/she got nobody to gossip it

:)

going to tell you one day!

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now

♥

still rolling XD

One week holidays just going to end like that

i cant believe i didn't hang out with my friends for even a half day throughout the whole week

andfinally, I was buried by the assignments.....=.=

like took me forever to complete all my assignments

but yesterday, i still saw some of my uni friends post up their pictures about their trips during holidays...

how come they got extra time one?! T___T

speaking about yesterday , never thought i will forgot to tune in to KBS channel when the time hits to 5 o'clock

ughhhh........

my boy >3<

teaser photo of his upcoming musical "ELISABETH"

playing the role of TOD(?), the God of Death

awwwwww , he looking so hot,doesn't he?!! XD

and my man! how can you do this to me???!!! >,<

****i'm crazyyyyyyyy! =.=

okay, this is just a meaningless post....

星期一要开学了，来！笑一个

say kimchiiiiiiiiiiii

=______________________=''

ohh Halloween too peeps! trick or treat? XP

wishing good days ahead

remember the previous post which i had mentioned that i have a good news to announce?

hehe

dang dang dang ddang!!!

i going to have a little baby sister next year!!! muahahahahaha

opps is not my mother who pregnant, is my eldest sister larrr~ hahaha

still remember my mama announced this good news to us when we was having our dinner one day

my two sister and me was like "har?!!!" responded at the same time

:D haha

i will have a smiley on my face whenever i think about it!! :)

look at this little creature♥

the doctor help my sister took this picture when the baby was only two months

very amazing :)

i believe now she grown bigger than this size already , haha!

waiting patiently to see her come into this world :)

ohh ever since my papa retired from last month

i felt that there was a little change happened in my family

i got more time to be with my parents when i'm at home

and i got more chance to talk to my papa! :))

last time he always busy with his working

now he got more time to rest and more time to do his favourite things :)))

although we're losing part of the income in our family

but what we gained back is more than that :D

I HEART(♥) MY FAMILY :)

我说话你就会笑，好可爱啊~~哈哈**

random

don't you think this is so true? =/

smiley

a very short update of my recent life

last two weeks was super busy for my study and training for performance

but when all this come to the end

i somehow feel a little bit of lonely

X(

And now all the assignments began to attack me already!

but never mind never mind

i always telling myself everything will go fine at the end

船到桥头自然直

:p

i'm glad that i have joined in this big famil

you know i used to be so passive in joining activities in the last two semester

however, i felt that if i keep behave like this

my uni life will end up just like that....dull and boring, nothing interesting

wth i don't want that

so i determine to become more active in the following semester

never thought a little bit twist in my mind will bring me to a different world

i met up with bunch of new people

gained new experiences

although i can't recognized all the ppl in the big family

but i'm still feel so happy to have joined them. :D

Trying to get the recorded video of our performance that night from my frens

was quite embarrassing when seeing myself on the stage in the video via their handphone!

omg>,<

=======================

oh i just bought a new pair of contact lens last month!

last time i was so refuse to wear contact lens as i think the artificial lens was so dangerous to wear

but now...Zzzzzzz

人啊真的不能把话说死

tweety bird's mouth shape appeared again...=__=

can't wait to the next time when i have extra time to blog

i want to annouce a big GOOD news!!!

:DDDDD

new start

保持正面态度很重要

孤僻的个性要改一改

要多说话

多主动

多活泼

多运动

=))

所以说我参加了那个表演

我也是很怕出糗的啊啊!!! //.\\

自恋照一张

something about hair

people who know me since secondary school probably would noticed ( or maybe no one noticed that at all XD) my hair was from
short then kept it long for two years, then cut it short again and maintained for like three years and finally i kept it long until now~

ever since i cut my hair during the year of form 4, i started to receive many comments from others like "you looked so nice in short hair", "your face was so suitable for this hairstyle", "which salon you went" and even " how were you explain to the barber when you want to cut your hair?" erkkkk -,-

all this comments ( ermm, can i assume that as compliments??! XD) received let me started to think "ohhh seemed like i really suitable in short hair :D"
however, deeply in my heart i wish to have a long and straight hair ..

and that's why you can see me now in long hair :)
but growing in the frizzy and rebellious way =__=

(leave-on conditioner is my solution XD teeheee)


but my determination to keep long hair was shaken
all after i watched the mv teaser of IN HEAVEN ( well, as your information, it was the song of JYJ which coming release :)))

and the main actress in this mv is the forever lovely and natural , song jihyo !

awww....in spite of this hair length is not really qualified to consider as short one
but i really like it!!
a lil bit of curl, not to long but able to tied it up when we feel hot/sweat !!



okay she definitely prettier than the sunflower she was holding on her hand XD!!




the side view is ♥ too!

she looked super nice in this hair, isn't she?! :))))

but if i cut it in the way like this, it's not going to have this outcome , i believe =_=
on the other hand, i got a STRONG URGE to go and cut it!! arghhh
just wait my fringe get longer a bit
then i will go to cut it i think!

nevertheless , there always a saying "计划永远赶不上变化"
who know until the time my hair suddenly become so smooth so natural straight so NO splits at the hair end and like SO HEALTHY !! :D XDXD <<<<< crap-ing ZZzzzzz

alright, last but not least
i shun bian present you a pic of my forever adorable and charismatic jun-chan!!

haha, spotted his helpless face when see girl crying XP !!

*if you are interested to watch the video teaser, click here :)

imma so looking forward to the full version!!!
♥

-成長中很重要的一部分，就是「失去」

- 在成長的路上，我們不是一路獲得了很多很多，才成為我們現在的樣子，
而是一路失去了很多，遺憾了很多，才讓我們用痛覺提醒自己，
生命中最重要的是什麼，我們絕對不能再錯過什麼。
然後我們成為鏡子前的自己。

- 自九把刀痞客帮 , *AUG 22 MON 2011 02:21

family outing

i thinks is still not too late to wish all of you

"SELAMAT HARI RAYA" & "HAPPY MERDEKA DAY"

hahha

my three sisters came back during the holidays

at first we just planned to stay at home and going no where.

but during merdeka that day morning,

out of boredom, so i suggested to my family, let's go to melacca to have an one day trip!!

yesh..and there we go!!! heheh

melacca was so packed that day

lotsa local people and tourists walked along the Jonker street

and the weather was so hot!!

kept on sweating and drinking the cold beverage to cool down the body

the colourful umbrella bought by my sis looked so lovely,doesn't it?! :)

father & I

** i feel like want to slap my fat and round face!! =.=

sister and I =))

My second eldest sister looks so cute!~haha

deng deng deng ddeng*** XDXD

Act cute with the elephant!! HAHA

since when elephant had become my favourite animal?! ohhh and giraffe too!!! XD

She going to punch me if she find out i upload this picture!! bluekkkkk xp

the couple!! XDXD teeheeeee

so tired after walked around the jonker street under the big sun!

rest in front of a souvenir shop with my father

: D

Planned to go to eat the famous satay celup at melacca

but we failed to find the place! Grrrr

gave up eventually and decided to head back to seremban to eat steamboat!

ishhhh~~ >,< but better than nothing! haha~

okay okay, a last pic of mine

i told you i fat a lot already!!

and the stripes shirt made me looked even more clumsy WTF!!

speehless =__=

okay...have to stop here!

keep on focus on the screen made me feel so dizzy ...ZZZZzzzz

take care people!!