2013 recap!

hi! to you who is still open my blog and read my post. haha.. I think nobody is bother to open my blog again since this blog is so dead.

why i just cant back to those day where i always got so many things to share, to vent or to rant in here! and not to mention the passion to edit all the photos nicely and post in here as well.. aww i kinda miss those days tho..writing blog used to be one of my best time-killer

But now, i seem to not even  bother to put a title for a blog post.. how come? =/ (but this one i put ah)

ok enough and back to the title. one more day to go before 2013 goes to the end. let's me make a quick recap about this year (actually this recap also no point one, nobody interested to know, haha i macam syok sendiri :D)

i shall said this year was quite an exciting one for lots of things happened out of my plans and expectation.

On January,  i celebrated my 23rd birthday  and i was so blessed i got lotsa amazing friends around me that i got to celebrate my birthday for few rounds. thanks thanks thank! then i ended my industrial training happily and save up all the money to travel to BKK (where i went crazy and shopped till pokai like seriously T.T BUT I WAS SO HAPPY!!!) before my last semester start.

 

Golden retriever i bumped into at chatuchak market i cant resist i had to take a picture with it!

there! me and Tiffany were so geared up to hunt for more and more new clothes and shoes -.-

after back from BKK, i got very excited to welcome the CNY as i able to put on all my new clothes i bought from BKK hahaha! and right after CNY passed, my last semester at UPM started at the end of Feb.

i think it was a very good start of 2013 to me. After gone thru the practical training only i know how much fun study life can be. so carefree and i got to meet all my friends daily and had random outings whenever we want! and basically i felt happy every single day after the semester start. i really cherished every single moment of it. :D

even packed in public transport in the way back home every friday i also xin gan qing yuan T.T

everyday looking forward to go classes only because i can think of how to dress up nicely... -.- 

i was so happy in every study day that i still selfie when i looked horrible with those dark eyes circles and eye bags that can check-in as luggage fml

Okay, Im going to skip this month la hehe dont feel like elaborate more but I considered April as a lovely month, heheh. One less lonely girl in the world. Teeeeheeee <3 p="">

Moving toward to May in which it was the month that one of my dreams came true!! OMG still can't believe it until now like it was not real , because i got to watch TVXQ's concert in Malaysia,LIVE! AND YES I WAS STANDING AT THE VVIP AREA!!!!!!! T____T

 it was too damn close to the stage i think it would only happened once in my lifetime... i think..!

thankiu thankiu thankiu and thankiu!!!!

carry on to June in which everyone of us rushed to complete my FYP and live like a zombie everyday. Nevertheless me with my coursemates still able to squeeze up our times and hangout together, because we knew this was the last moment we able to hangout in a whole gang T,T oh yes we did a photoshoot together too!!

July, i finished all my final exam papers and went to my graduation trips @ Penang , Ipoh and Krabi, Thailand.

i learnt my lesson. Taking a train journey to Penang was a total disaster. don't ever think about it again -.- TAKE A BUS OR BETTER, A FLIGHT NEXT TIME!

 

and first time to wear a bikini *shyyyyy :3

I started to work on August and yes, at the same company where i did my practical training. :)

since i ady knew most of the staffs there hence i picked up my works quite smooth and quickly. :)

and guess what, I GET MYSELF A CAR on August. even tho it;s just a secondhand car, but i do considered this was a big thing to my life. little did i ever imagine that i will get myself a car so soon ,like right after i just get my first job OMG =O and ppl who knows me well understand that my driving skills was not that good. hence, i really thought it was a huge step i stepped forward from my comfort zone.

September and October i got quite busy with my works because of a lotsa of company events happened during that period of time :) 

however, i was glad that i still able to attend my BFF's convocation on October and also, at the same month, my convocation as well. Another big moment of my life :))

 my first attempt on wearing a red lipstick. heh :D

 I wish you nothing but all the best in your future undertakings, feel so happy for her on that day!!

 spot who's walking toward me behind there... heeee <3 at="" didnt="" even="" i="" moment.="" nbsp="" noticed="" p="" that="">

my big day!

hehe! heart all those moments! <3 p="">

while November was quite peaceful one..and If there was a thing to be remembered on November, definitely was that i started to adopt a kid from Myammar through world vision's sponsor a child program :) i found most of the ppl around me against of this decision after i did it. But i thought this was not a bad thing and now i am earning money myself, i able to help a child by donate a small amount of money monthly, hence why not ?  :)

and then lastly, December! ahh time flies really! this month i quite chill at my workplace because most of the events had came to the end. hence able to squeeze up more time for myself and outing with my LAH :D and an event to be highlighted of this month was that, me and LAH had our very first Christmas together <3 :="" a="" be="" br="" date="" felt="" i="" is="" need="" remembered="" to="">
can't believe all the stuffs i mentioned above all happened within this one year!! :O i didn't made a new year resolution last year, hence i couldn't cross any item in the 2013 resolution checklist because i don't even own one. haha! but i believe i made quite a lotsa achievements on this single year :)

 i should make a resolution list for 2014, i think is a very effective way to motivate ourself to move forward by having it!
 but i haven't buckle up yet! :/  PERHAPS I WILL DO IT ON 1ST OF JAN 2014.

but all in all, i hope for a better year ahead for you and me and everyone i love in my life :)

with love,
icy

love

现在才知道两个人在一起能互相依靠，也能让自己更加了解自己 
才知道原来自己这么小气，动不动就会闹脾气 
才知道自己可以这么冷漠，纯粹也只是想要得到更多的注意
才知道自己这么凶，结果被投诉要多温柔一点
才知道自己嘴巴这么硬，其实都只是口是心非
才知道自己很容易被情绪控制，动不动就emo 
才知道自己很会吃醋，可是表面却装着一点也不在乎 
才知道自己房间这么乱！！有亏于他给的称号 xD 

 

才知道没有越来越腻，只有越来越喜欢 :)

偶尔也是会心灰意冷难过伤心失望……

最近又再次觉得自己非常的幸运与幸福

身边的人都对我很好，我真的很感恩 :)

也没有什么不开心的事，每天都能安安稳稳的生活

工作时候认真工作，大家都愿意接受我，教我

每天有妈妈煮饭给我吃，有爸爸教我不会的东西

假期的时候就可以跟家人朋友出去走走

晚上的时候有人陪我说话

最重要是我爱的大家都健康

:)))))) 感恩感恩 我是真的幸福和幸运

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有时候心情不好我不喜欢说话

不知道要说什么的时候也不想说话

懒惰说话，只想听你说话的时候我也不想说话

情绪话的时候对你说话语气又很差

幸好你都没有因为这样而跟我呕气

谢谢你的关怀与耐心！:))

when one of the dreams came true

helloooo...

i hope you've been fine!
i know i was like kinda abandon here already, but no! I still like writing in here but i was just too motivate-less or in another adjective word- lazy :( sorry me
i wonder where is the passion which leads me to update frequently like the old days, has gone... sigh*

HOWEVER! my passion to TVXQ has never gone!! even tho is kinda late to blog about it. BUT! I MEAN HOW CAN I NOT BLOG ABOUT MY FIRST TIME EXPERIENCE OF SEEING MY BOYS IN REAL???!

So the story is like that one,

just FYI, initially, i'd already give up my hope to go for the concert due to several limitations.
On that day, 0518, i was on the way going to the beauty expo held in KLCC convention center with my fellow coursemates. I was kinda dull and down that day but still trying to cheer up myself that i can go to shop all the cosmetic and beauty products at the beauty expo in order to compensate myself the sense of emo-ness for not being able to attend the concert.

and then when i was in the LRT, i received message from my Love and Hate (LAH) to ask if i really want go to the concert. *of course hell yes please but i already accepted the fate that im unable to go tho :(* nevertheless, LAH said that he found a pair of tix sold in a cheaper price from internet (more like buy1 free1) and he eventually bought it! *jumpjump!!*   i was like.... after being their diehard fans for so many yrs, I can finally see them in real and watch their live performances in their concert??? ...我也可以有这么一天!! muahahahhaa... couldn't hide my excitement that i keep on smiling myself in the LRT until my fellow coursemates asked me to calm down abit... btw, thanks to them and one of my roommates, they've helped me to solve a lot of problems that day. :))))

So before i go to the concert venue, I have had a wonderful shopping time at the beauty expo! :D hahahha.. and then when about to reach 2.30pm I off to meet with LAH . because of the public transport issue, i had let him wait for me like an hour there....so sorry but thanks he didn't get angry on me :DD

So once we reached the concert venue and parked our car, then off to search for some food for LAH first and, also not to miss the chance to buy the concert merchandise. I didn't bought much but just two pieces of the official lightsticks, one for him and one for me :D outside the concert venue itself also got members from mytvxq.com distribute the purple lighsticks and small banners for all the fans f.o.c for the sake of fans chant during the concert

too touch to see this scene when i first stepped on the ground outside the concert venue.

it was the banner i designed for Mytvxqzone.com to bring to the concert in SG back in the year of 2011.

just by seeing everyone lined up to take a photo with the banner i already feel so touch, not to mention my overwhelmed feeling of happiness when i saw the boys in real T_T

And tadaaaaa... 

how can i not take a pic with the big banner, altho i looked kinda ugly here.. pardon me..

so while LAH went to take the tickets, i was mingle around that area after bought the lightsticks. Feel so ashamed to myself for not wearing red that day, I wore a beige colour top i bought from bkk instead.. walao.. pardon me again please i really have no idea i would end up at the concert when i woke up on that morning.

me and LAH  before enter the concert :)

another pic of us photobombed by the malay girl behind.. =,=

me lah! heheh i very happy can anot xD

After we entered inside the concert. 

We was initially seated at this far from the stage. Well, tat time i already feel damn grateful for being able to attend the concert, who cares far or near!! hhahaha!! :D

BUT NO!! I was even more grateful after i'd been brought to the VIP area. T_T Sankyuuuuuuu even tho i had missed out part of the opening performances. But i able to watch them in this damn near distance for the rest of the concert.

Fyi, I didn't bring a proper camera hence all the photos took by my phone by LAH :D and the distance showed from pic was quite not accurate, we were actually nearer than tat. T_T omgggggg thank yoooooou

我和oppa的合照... hahhaahahhahahah lame ╮(￣▽￣)╭

It was the first time i attended a concert. 

i refused to go for concerts several times before because i think that my first concert experiences should be given to TVXQ or JYJ, (you know their history). And I DID IT. It used to be one of those little wishes that i wish during my birthday each year. and it finally came true T_T

being able to watch the live concert of a group of artist who i adore for almost six to seven years, could you imagine what's my feelings when i finally see them with my bare eyes from this distance?? Could youuuuuuu?? T_____T OMG CAN I SAY THANKIU AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNN? 

YES I CAN, 

THANK YOUUUUUUUUU X100000 TO LAH AND HIS FRIEND

from left: LAH's friend, Shawn, LAH and me

Fyi, Shawn is an awesome blogger that blogged all the latest news and updates particularly in international concerts that withheld in Malaysia.

Read his blog Concertkaki if you are interested, it definitely your INFINITE concert guide in Malaysia.

last but not least,

the love and hate and me :))))

Thanks for making one of my dreams came true!! =')