celebration of my 23 and moving toward to FEB

the title itself explains what i'm gonna talk about in this post

i received my first birthday cake on 010113 :) the date itself is special and the place that happened to be was also quite unexpectable. I was in my duty that time and i sneaked out to meet my friends and who know they brought me this surprise on that day. Thanks thanks! =D  Quick quick blew the candles and made wishes, quick quick took pictures with everyone of them, then quick quick ran back to my works. Then sneaked out again afta all the works done and gathered with them again xD

Aligato x100 ! =D

Then on my birthday day itself, yvonne, catcat and ivy brought me to Coconut Groove which was my first time to be there for the whole life I live in port dickson.. haha xP  

Very nice and warm ambiance they have there :D Shall go there again for sure. 

the only group pic we could have that day :)

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and then i was lucky girl to have one more chance to blow candle and made wishes. =')

Thanks thanks thanks to catcat(again!! thanksss) pohpoh and vivi!!

Thanks for all the people above, i have had a sweet and memorable 23rd birthday this year! :)

and wait! how fast!!! we are moving toward to FEBRUARY!!!!

February will be an exciting month!

 becoz im going to travel to BKK in the early of the month!

celebrate CNY in the mid of the month!

and and and

back to study in the end of the month!!

OMG I CAN'T WAIT!!

0106 2013

Happy birthday to myself,
im officially 23 :)

i have to be more mature, more understanding and more considerative person. :)

and thanks for my family, i wouldn't be here without you all :)

And thanks God, you always put me through different challenges because you believe I able to overcome them one by one. :)

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Since i am being the lazy ass refuse to continue my FYP again on tonite,

so why not a blog post? :) 

talking about now is the christmas party with my besties :) well, the party had been plan month ago but all the arrangement only finished settle down last minute. classic style of our gang la.. haha but overall everybody got nice food to eat, got a proper place to play and a proper space to sleep :) still a good arrangement tho..hehe :)

And we also kiasu, want to copy people to have a theme party.. xD.. so the theme of our party is NERD.. well... it's so lame i know but it was the best idea we able to come out with... so lazy to think the creative one anymore so once Yvonne threw this idea out, then everybody agree, then ON.. haha

Ended up everybody blame me for not looking nerd.. haha! sorry!!

hahhaha!! sorry i purposely choose to post the picture that i looked cute one :p

from left: super nerd, very nerd, sailormoon, little nerd, nerd! =P 

group picture 1- sorry i got no better caption for this

you know sometimes when u want to be the main focus of a picture, you need to sacrifice someone.

Sorry pohpoh..xP my face not prettier than you either!! hahahhaa 

vivi, two arms want block all people...you win you win!!

okay, you three were the ultimate 抢镜王...

we also got the boys lehh! hahahhaa~ guess you can spot the NERD-EST guy in one second!! haha

当我们抱在一起！xD

appreciate all the times when we gather around. :) thanks for plotting so many sweet memories in my life again and again.. You all are awesome!

oh hey,

i can haz a red hair now

can't really see the red??

NAH... don't say below this one you can't see too...:p

i hope the color can stay longer with me , at least until CNY pleaseee..

counting down my 23rd birthday and i already received my first pressie from my sistas!! thankiu!!! <3 :=":" p="p">

that's it for this post! :D

Thankiu if you were spending ur precious time to read from the beginning till the end.

xoxo

0101 2013 Happy new year

Happy New Year Everyone :)
A day to be remembered like every year.

Let's just simply go through and review how's 2012 treat me along the whole year
I have to say it was a dramatic year for me.. all the up and down moments followed one by one

January i passed my meaningful 22nd birthday with lots of frens, not to mention that the surprise given from kirstie ngau by secretly flying back all the way from aussie and pop up in front of me on the gathering :) thanks! :') those memories i still remember crystal clear. And the CNY  celebration at the end of the month was awesome one where i was able to meet a lot of long time no see relatives, old friends, besties and visit everyone house to play cards and getting angpao.. A month fulled with a lot of joyful activities.

February, welcome the new family member coming to our life! :') The presence of Xiaobii in our life is so precious and irreplaceable. We are pouring a lot of love without condition to him, wishing him can grow up healthily and happily.

March started my semester 4 study life in UPM.. which i would said that it was the second most happiest semester in UPM and number one of course goes to semester three :) 

I managed to handle all the classes and assignments and yet, had have a lot of outing with friends. It's the time in which i enjoyed so much. One of the most happening outing i had is the hot air balloon festival in Putrajaya. My first time experience to have a chance to ride the hot air balloon with my best friends and i was so hyper excited by that time. make it all worth to wake up before the dawn and queuing up to buy the tickets. Thanks, without all my friends, i wont be able to have all these memories and experiences!

the candid shot which i still pasted on my notice board :)

April i was enjoying my study life, adopted jogging and badminton as my favourite hobbies in UPM. First time learned and tried to bake cake. And yes, the long-waited family trip to Hatyai :) i wonder when will be the next time. hopefully soon... please！

May was the month when i learned what is life about. When i felt that my life was at its best condition, God dropped a big challenge to me, to us, to remind that life can't be to easy, or else, human will forget how to appreciate life.I couldn't forget the moment sitting inside the doctor's room and listened to the announcement, no forget the feeling to see my mum cried, my dad's serious face while i have nothing to do other than swiping all my tears away using my hands at a side. All those night i cried myself to sleep. and woke up on those mornings asking why is this would have happened to my family. The night crying in front of my friend, who i think no one can understand my feelings better than her. The morning when my friends asked me random question and i jz broke out my tears the moment i started to talk. and the same day i back from classes and rushed to the hospital. Undergo a huge change in the life and thanks to those countless feelings and experiences i have learned to be more appreciative to everything and everyone in my life.

June, July and August was a period that i traveled countless time to hospital and first time ever witness so many people drop tears in front of me. i slowly started to forget how to put my feelings into words and tell to others,thinking that they wouldn't understand my feelings even tho i talk all to them. So i am quite good in dealing with myself now. haha.. oh still got some happy things happened one. One should not keep putting oneself in a depressed situation when the life already  give a fuxk  to the one's life.

the happy thing i talking about now was the genting trip i went with my secondary friends on July. Thanks fpr made it happened! :) i have a lot of fun from the short trip!

September, October, November and December, i was being so busy with my practical training in Shell. I have learned a lot and a lot of things which i can't find it in any textbooks. I met many different people and challenges in almost every working days. My english have improved much, if not, at least i am now more confident to speak in front of people! Thanks for all the challenges and experiences that came to me i really feel that i am a better person now :)

and all these things have finally come to the end. what a tough year :) im wishing a better year ahead :)

Happy 2013 everyone :)

merry christmas

oh hi i've survived from 211212 hahaha
and it's christmas tomorrow :D
so it's like usual year ,me and my family went to send our prayers to my passed away aunt today :)
and after that, spent some quality time with my family, *lunch and movie :) *

it's going to end 2012, what a remarkable year for me. I am wishing a better year ahead to my families and frens :)

me of previous year and current year :) appearance may not looks different much but way of thinking i shall say it's much more different from back then for what i've been through this whole year. :)

wishing everybody a happy christmas eve and Merry christmas :)

i dunno what are you trying to prove.. but i know i'm about to have enough of all these nonsense..

my bloggie's custom: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNSU OPPA!!  Saranghaeyoo~~ :D

i should said that i have finally met the worst day from my whole pratical training period everything started to go wrong from morning to the night. there was one moment i  realluy feel like want to knock my head to the cupboard as i have had enough of the situation.  along all these days, i never cry for my works, but today i have hit my endurance limit that i burst out of tears after i try to vent out everything to my dad.  useless me, that's it.

We are back to December.

wave of memories hit whenever listen to their old albums, when they were still five.

six years of love

even though never see them in real live 

couldn't imagine this love can be extended til when

but i never forget how their songs help me to go through all the up and down moments

people judge us

people think fans like us silly 

but who care, they are that special in our own world =)