bai ti gong & random feeling

we are not hokkien family
but we still stick to this traditional
haha
looking forward to watch fireworks tonight
:)
Watching fireworks is always the activity i most looking forward during CNY
=D

something out of topic
i once saw my cousin tweeted a tweet long time ago
she said reliance is like a poison, too much can kill

i remember this until now
because i used to have tendency to rely on a person in certain circumstances
anyhow, my way of reliance is not that 24hrs need the person to do everything for me or something like that blablablabla........that's quite annoying

now, my mind change as i already not a "kid" anymore,sometimes i walk alone just to show that i can

 i learn how to control myself and digest emotional moments by my own. which is kinda harsh for me sometime. but i still overcome all of this and that moments after all with my ownself

but
"Life's too short to hide feelings, express how you feel. You never know if they have the same feelings."

should have always remember we only live once

should have always live in the moments

feeling regret after we did it rather than we missed the chance to do it  

the outcomes maybe will turn out to not your expectation

but who knows it will be a big surprise

I know i was kinda contradicting.

just feel like want to say it out

to remind and convince myself

because i think imma trapped into that circumstances now!! wtfish..