there's night when you about to close your eyes, getting ready to sleep
and out of sudden all of the old and bad memories just hit back in your mind, unstoppable
and when you are about to burst out of tears
you realize it's really not worth at all
when you are letting someone to enter your world
you're also giving the person the power to destroy you
took me so much of efforts to convince myself to take the risks
i might going to split into two personalities in no time if i don't let go
Still, at least there was not regret. At least you tried. At least, you never failed yourself. At least, you know how is it.
ReplyDeleteHumans, whichever choice one makes, has its own opportunity costs that will make someone feel terrible thereafter. There's never perfect or win-win.