如果拿掉了任性和脾气硬的性格
我的人生发生的遗憾会减少很多...

0218 changmin ah

saengil chukahaeyo, changmin oppa ahhh.... saranghaeyooo :D:D <3 p="">

0214 Valentine

hey yo! it's Thursday, it's Chor 5 of CNY and it's Valentine's day
well, it's just another ordinary day when nothing special happen to be remembered.

Anyway, I'm coming back from BKK in one piece :)
will trying to blog in a different post..well, even tho not much people are reading my blog but the trip was still worth to be blogging down since it was my very first travel oversea with my frenz, not my family :)

so let me summarize the whole trip here,
The trip had a singular focus on shopping because you know Bangkok is a shopping paradise for shopaholic.
I spent all my money to buy around 30 pieces of clothes/pants (unexpectedly lesser than i expect) and some accessories and shoes. I was so broke to the point that i cant even find a 5 cent coin in my wallet on the very last day of the trip. But thanks God, I brought my Visa debit card along with me to BKK and it secured me from an unexpected incident which happened on the last day in BKK.
Wat's the unexpected incident? Well, another secret to be hold deep down in my heart until the day to be revealed. Haih

Conclusion, it was a fun trip tho! I am looking forward to my Krabi trip already :)

So next, CHINESE NEW YEAR! IT'S THE SNAKE YEAR, ULALAR~ ^.^''

I shall said this year's festive mood was rather low than the past few years and I dunno why.. :(
However, I'm still a happy girl when receiving angpaos from the seniors of the family, meeting my friends and also wearing all my new bought outfits from BKK ! HA~ :)

I like CNY's eve, becoz it means the next day will be the CNY and holidays with lotsa good food, angpaos, cookies and be able to wear pretty pretty everyday! haha. *肤浅的女人*

 Preparing to pray the and awaiting my dad to put the firecrackers! :) Also ah, the reason i like CNY is, we able to see all the fancy fireworks put by Chinese families live at our neighborhood area :)

However, I met the first disappointment on this CNY =/  

Quickly get rid of the down feeling and we were so ready to welcome the first day of CNY.

Becoz i am the youngest of the family, I am the only one who qualified to get three angpaos in the morning! haha! :) Sankyu!

you gonna see lots of my faces in the following of this post :p

CHOR YAT

first time ever in my life to wear a chengsam. :D

How can i not taking picture of myself during that day?! *Once in a blue moon leh* :p

if you are reading my blog now, appreciate your understanding. :)

i love to be at my 大姑 house. It reminded me of my childhood memories with my popo, and the environment there is still fresh without any industrial pollution.

me and my 侄女 :D

i know la you sure feel that I force  her to take pic with me right!? WRONG! haha

she was so willing to take pic with me kayyy hahahahhaha

you see you see! she with me again! haha~ so cuteeee i want to pinch her cheeks ah <3 p="">

At nite, gather at my friend's house. Chit Chat, games and drinking session :)

with ken :)

okay enough and move on to CHOR YI.  No picture of that day to show what i wear but i can tell you in verbally, I wore a pink jumpsuit when visit my friend's house. haha :)

Family gathering at night :) i wore a floral top bought from BKK as well. :)

with le cousin :)

Chor Samm

which is the day of CNY in every year i met with all my secondary besties :D

And the weather was awesome that day!

ah yeshhh it was really that awesome you look at the blue sky anot?!! hahhaa

:D NO KIDDING ! I GOT A BUNCH OF PRETTY BESTIES!! <3 p="">

Too much of pictures that day i have to stop here in order to give some space for CHOR 4

It's me again trying hard to snap a OOTD shoot...hhahaha :p

Another bunch of friends during the days in secondary school, when i used to be one of the member in the school basketball team :) and they were my team members :)) fyi, im the weakest member in the team xD

really still got lotsa pictures one but i really lazy to upload dy ahhh.. sigh

have to stop here :)

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone :)

and

Happy Valentine's Day too :)

做个自由的单身女子，总好过做个一直期待却又一次次希望落空的女子好。 到底什么时候要学会？

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yunho oppa, saengil chukahaeyo :D hope to see to see you this year!! *pray hard*

FEBRUARY!

YES YES YES!!! IT'S FEBRUARY ALREADY!!  HAHAHAHA

FEBRUARY IS GONNA BE A FUCKING AWESOME MONTH! EXCUSE FOR MY VULGAR BUT  I HAVE TO USE THAT WORD TO DESCRIDE! HAHAHA

I have officially ended my internship last two days ago! Pass up my intern report and logbooks last day!!!
AND IT'S TIME FOR ME TO HAVE FUN!!!!

I'M GOING TO TRAVEL TO BANGKOK TONITE!
OMG one of my little dreams come true!! when i said is little, is mean i got bigger dreams!! hahaha~ siao liao please ignore me! but i do dream big tho xD!!

I shall said the trip is a reward to myself! Well, in fact the most expensive reward i have give to myself ever!
is all my 血汗钱 pleasseeeeee~ usually when parents give me pocket money to travel, i will mm seh dak to spend too much... but is my own money!! please im going to get myself nice things ahhh! you know CNY is coming soon, new year new clothes new shoes new bags new bla bla bla are neccessary mahhh!! and hor, i want to eat thai food and go to their 7-11 la!!!! hahahah :D

btw, im abit worry if i bring not enough money there!! gahhhhh! how ahh?!

have to check to  my luggage list and shopping list now! haha

i will coming back in one peace! teehee!

BYE BYE! :D

celebration of my 23 and moving toward to FEB

the title itself explains what i'm gonna talk about in this post

i received my first birthday cake on 010113 :) the date itself is special and the place that happened to be was also quite unexpectable. I was in my duty that time and i sneaked out to meet my friends and who know they brought me this surprise on that day. Thanks thanks! =D  Quick quick blew the candles and made wishes, quick quick took pictures with everyone of them, then quick quick ran back to my works. Then sneaked out again afta all the works done and gathered with them again xD

Aligato x100 ! =D

Then on my birthday day itself, yvonne, catcat and ivy brought me to Coconut Groove which was my first time to be there for the whole life I live in port dickson.. haha xP  

Very nice and warm ambiance they have there :D Shall go there again for sure. 

the only group pic we could have that day :)

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and then i was lucky girl to have one more chance to blow candle and made wishes. =')

Thanks thanks thanks to catcat(again!! thanksss) pohpoh and vivi!!

Thanks for all the people above, i have had a sweet and memorable 23rd birthday this year! :)

and wait! how fast!!! we are moving toward to FEBRUARY!!!!

February will be an exciting month!

 becoz im going to travel to BKK in the early of the month!

celebrate CNY in the mid of the month!

and and and

back to study in the end of the month!!

OMG I CAN'T WAIT!!

0106 2013

Happy birthday to myself,
im officially 23 :)

i have to be more mature, more understanding and more considerative person. :)

and thanks for my family, i wouldn't be here without you all :)

And thanks God, you always put me through different challenges because you believe I able to overcome them one by one. :)

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Since i am being the lazy ass refuse to continue my FYP again on tonite,

so why not a blog post? :) 

talking about now is the christmas party with my besties :) well, the party had been plan month ago but all the arrangement only finished settle down last minute. classic style of our gang la.. haha but overall everybody got nice food to eat, got a proper place to play and a proper space to sleep :) still a good arrangement tho..hehe :)

And we also kiasu, want to copy people to have a theme party.. xD.. so the theme of our party is NERD.. well... it's so lame i know but it was the best idea we able to come out with... so lazy to think the creative one anymore so once Yvonne threw this idea out, then everybody agree, then ON.. haha

Ended up everybody blame me for not looking nerd.. haha! sorry!!

hahhaha!! sorry i purposely choose to post the picture that i looked cute one :p

from left: super nerd, very nerd, sailormoon, little nerd, nerd! =P 

group picture 1- sorry i got no better caption for this

you know sometimes when u want to be the main focus of a picture, you need to sacrifice someone.

Sorry pohpoh..xP my face not prettier than you either!! hahahhaa 

vivi, two arms want block all people...you win you win!!

okay, you three were the ultimate 抢镜王...

we also got the boys lehh! hahahhaa~ guess you can spot the NERD-EST guy in one second!! haha

当我们抱在一起！xD

appreciate all the times when we gather around. :) thanks for plotting so many sweet memories in my life again and again.. You all are awesome!

oh hey,

i can haz a red hair now

can't really see the red??

NAH... don't say below this one you can't see too...:p

i hope the color can stay longer with me , at least until CNY pleaseee..

counting down my 23rd birthday and i already received my first pressie from my sistas!! thankiu!!! <3 :=":" p="p">

that's it for this post! :D

Thankiu if you were spending ur precious time to read from the beginning till the end.

xoxo

0101 2013 Happy new year

Happy New Year Everyone :)
A day to be remembered like every year.

Let's just simply go through and review how's 2012 treat me along the whole year
I have to say it was a dramatic year for me.. all the up and down moments followed one by one

January i passed my meaningful 22nd birthday with lots of frens, not to mention that the surprise given from kirstie ngau by secretly flying back all the way from aussie and pop up in front of me on the gathering :) thanks! :') those memories i still remember crystal clear. And the CNY  celebration at the end of the month was awesome one where i was able to meet a lot of long time no see relatives, old friends, besties and visit everyone house to play cards and getting angpao.. A month fulled with a lot of joyful activities.

February, welcome the new family member coming to our life! :') The presence of Xiaobii in our life is so precious and irreplaceable. We are pouring a lot of love without condition to him, wishing him can grow up healthily and happily.

March started my semester 4 study life in UPM.. which i would said that it was the second most happiest semester in UPM and number one of course goes to semester three :) 

I managed to handle all the classes and assignments and yet, had have a lot of outing with friends. It's the time in which i enjoyed so much. One of the most happening outing i had is the hot air balloon festival in Putrajaya. My first time experience to have a chance to ride the hot air balloon with my best friends and i was so hyper excited by that time. make it all worth to wake up before the dawn and queuing up to buy the tickets. Thanks, without all my friends, i wont be able to have all these memories and experiences!

the candid shot which i still pasted on my notice board :)

April i was enjoying my study life, adopted jogging and badminton as my favourite hobbies in UPM. First time learned and tried to bake cake. And yes, the long-waited family trip to Hatyai :) i wonder when will be the next time. hopefully soon... please！

May was the month when i learned what is life about. When i felt that my life was at its best condition, God dropped a big challenge to me, to us, to remind that life can't be to easy, or else, human will forget how to appreciate life.I couldn't forget the moment sitting inside the doctor's room and listened to the announcement, no forget the feeling to see my mum cried, my dad's serious face while i have nothing to do other than swiping all my tears away using my hands at a side. All those night i cried myself to sleep. and woke up on those mornings asking why is this would have happened to my family. The night crying in front of my friend, who i think no one can understand my feelings better than her. The morning when my friends asked me random question and i jz broke out my tears the moment i started to talk. and the same day i back from classes and rushed to the hospital. Undergo a huge change in the life and thanks to those countless feelings and experiences i have learned to be more appreciative to everything and everyone in my life.

June, July and August was a period that i traveled countless time to hospital and first time ever witness so many people drop tears in front of me. i slowly started to forget how to put my feelings into words and tell to others,thinking that they wouldn't understand my feelings even tho i talk all to them. So i am quite good in dealing with myself now. haha.. oh still got some happy things happened one. One should not keep putting oneself in a depressed situation when the life already  give a fuxk  to the one's life.

the happy thing i talking about now was the genting trip i went with my secondary friends on July. Thanks fpr made it happened! :) i have a lot of fun from the short trip!

September, October, November and December, i was being so busy with my practical training in Shell. I have learned a lot and a lot of things which i can't find it in any textbooks. I met many different people and challenges in almost every working days. My english have improved much, if not, at least i am now more confident to speak in front of people! Thanks for all the challenges and experiences that came to me i really feel that i am a better person now :)

and all these things have finally come to the end. what a tough year :) im wishing a better year ahead :)

Happy 2013 everyone :)

merry christmas

oh hi i've survived from 211212 hahaha
and it's christmas tomorrow :D
so it's like usual year ,me and my family went to send our prayers to my passed away aunt today :)
and after that, spent some quality time with my family, *lunch and movie :) *

it's going to end 2012, what a remarkable year for me. I am wishing a better year ahead to my families and frens :)

me of previous year and current year :) appearance may not looks different much but way of thinking i shall say it's much more different from back then for what i've been through this whole year. :)

wishing everybody a happy christmas eve and Merry christmas :)